A little bit of an update.

Wow....where the hell have the months gone. I know I have people out there who are interested in knowing what is going on so I will keep you peepoils posted, while keeping it short and sweet.

#1: I got engaged! Jake is my fiance and he is simply the most beautiful, headstrong and funniest man I have ever met. I am beyond happy to have him in my life...he has changed my life in every single way for the better. (follow him on twitter @jewdude1) (yes he is a jew)

#2: I got promoted at work. So yea! Work is work...moving on.

#3: Jake and I got a new car. 2011 Honda. Her name is Pow Pow.

And there you have it...pretty much everything I have been up to...because of work I hardly ever really get to blog like I use to...and I have been also looking for new topics. I really love that the people who do read my blog do. It means a lot to me considering not much happens in my life..(see above) But love is love and I love you guys. Keep reading.

This is Me: An in-depth look at my previous relationships.

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Crush of the Week: Darren Criss

For most of America I am sure you know this amazing ray of sexyness from Glee, but for the other 3.8% of dumbfuck America who have not been keeping tabs on the awesomeness that is Glee...let me introduce you to Mr. Darren Criss. Criss made his debut this past Tuesday as a new "love" interest for Kurt on Glee, and while we are not to sure if he will be around for a few episodes, we are glad he has made footprint in our minds. He is my crush of the week because lets face it the guy can sing, and not just on Glee, but in all his music, which you can find on iTunes and myspace. The boy is amazingly sexy but over all his lips and voice are what make him...well FN GEE-OR-GEOUS! Take a listen to his version of Katy Perry's annoyingly addicting "Teenage Dream" His version is much much better!

Here is the link to his my______ for the 16 people left who still use the site. www.myspace.com/darrencriss

Paranormal Activity 2 Review! *Minor Spoilers*

First of all, I would like to thank Eventful.com and Paramount for offering a free screening in Houston. I would have seen the movie either way, but I feel like Paramount is one of the few big time movie making companies that took the time to listen to the fans and used the whole "DEMAND IT" marketing from the first one and implement it again. Well done. Now that that is out of the way let's review the film shall we?

Paranormal Activity 2 is by far one of the scariest films ever made. I would proclaim it (standing next to the first film obviously) the best horror film made this decade. Now while I have been to plenty of horror films, I have never been to a movie that scared me as much as this one did. (as well as the first)

Paranormal Activity 2 does in deed take place before the events of the first film and ends the day after the first film. I thought that was a clever way to tie the two films together. Making Paranormal Activity a small part of a story, and Paranormal Activity 2 an overall explanation of the WHOLE story. Think of it as a prequel/sequel if you will, even if technically the sequel part is only about the last ten minutes of the movie. The film takes place a couple of months before the first film, introducing Kristi (the sister of Katie from the first film) and her husband, her step-daughter, Abbey the dog and Hunter, the couples new born baby boy. The films starts of slow, but in a good way. We want to know who these people are, and we want to connect with them. (I'll admit, I went into the movie kinda figuring what was gonna happen, but with an open mind.) The film uses the same elements from the first one, but uses them more to their advantage. After introductions, which are filmed with a camcorder by the sixteen year old step-daughter as a kind of "Welcome to the world Hunter" home movie, and quickly turn into "Let me get this crazy shit happening on film" home movie, Katie (PA1) comes over to visit and shortly after she leaves Kristi's house had been vandalized. Every room in the house damaged and ransacked, every room that is but baby Hunter's who is now about a year old. Also note, that nothing is stolen from that house except a bracelet that was given to Kristi from her sister Katie.

As a security precaution the husband, trying to be the alpha-male that he is, installs six security cameras throughout the house. The front walk=way, the pool, the living room, the kitchen, The front entry way the shows the front door and stairway, and the Hunter's room. The footage from these cameras mixed with the footage from the handheld HD camera are what make up the film. While there are a few questions to be answered (they are not difficult ones to answer for yourself) the film does it purpose and scares the hell out of the viewer using the fact that you can't see the demon. Doors move by themselves, shadows move over people, and in two scenes people either float or are dragged by unseen forces. I was very impressed with this film and if you like getting the crapped scared out of yourself, make it a point to go. The film has SEVERAL jump scenes and like I said before totally makes use of the everything the first one did and heightened it in every way, and the ending wasn't half bad at all! Make sure you don't go and see it alone. And just like the first one, when you hear heavy base and footsteps you know shit is about to go down! You have been warned. :)

Visit www.Paranormalmovie.com to check out the trailer!

**** out of ****

HOMOSEXUAL HYPOCRISY

Yes, before I start this is my angry blog. BTW I removed my last posting after several of my readers brought the content to my attention. Let it be known that my blog, for the most part, is for comedic and entertainment purposes. Most of the time I take not only my personal experiences, but other people's personal experiences and mold them together to create a TRUE, but entertaining story or event. It doesn't always express how I feel personally as a gay man. Although if I blog 90% of the way I feel is reflected or from this point forward it will be. And now for the:

IM SO ANGRY I COULD PUNCH YOUR PUPPY IN THE FACE AND ACT LIKE A BIGGER DICK AND GET AWAY WITH IT BLOG: (Did ya like that? Yeah I thought you would...maybe not.)

I was reading this story (which is old news) about a high school for gay people. This article got me thinking about gay men and how most of them still ACT as though they are in high school. Then on top of that thought...I pondered about the GAY HIGH SCHOOL story some more. Most of the gay guys I am encountering whether they be Eighteen or thirty-five, belong in high school. I say this because most of them still have not developed the social skills needed to be a functioning member or american society. You need more words in your vocabulary then just the following:

*penis
*cock
*dick
*butt
*rim
*top
*bottom
*cherry-vodka sour
*britney
*grindr
*girl

These are just a few examples. While yes, these words are apart of my vocabulary, my words, and thoughts extend beyond just these. I wish gay men would actually give themselves a little more credit and actually try a little. Maybe? Get to know someone and by "get to know" I don't mean see how far his dick can go down your throat. What happened to good old conversation about politics, or fashion, or someone's favorite book or t.v show? Why does it always center around nudity, sex, or rim jobs? We complain as a community about being segregated, shut out my society, yet you have gay guys in the community doing the very same thing! Cliques and bitchy queens who say one thing, and yet mean another. No wonder most of us have a bad rap, and are portrayed in the media as pink wearin' two-sided, bed hoppin' fags...its because 80% of us all act that way...10% of us try to hide it and do it when no one is around, and the last 10% are the few and the proud who love being gay but can't stand the men who tend to represent the other 90%. It is a shame that some of us gay men are the way we are, but this is why my angry blog warning was needed. My question is and always will stand until I am shown otherwise and please comment.

"WHY IS IT THAT HOMOSEXUALS WANT THE OTHER TEAM TO BE OPEN MINDED AND UNDERSTAND OUR NEEDS, BUT REFUSE TO DO THE SAME THING ON OURS?"

A song that makes you think of a lost love?

I usually try to stay away from posting lyrics and such on this blog, BUT I over heard this song and quickly googled the lyrics. The words matched everything I had been feeling about my ex Ryan. I miss his everyday. I am not sure if he even cares but if he did...I dedicate this song to him. To you Ryan.

Why'd I have to go and be a fool again

Why'd I have to go and make a big thing out of nothing
I didn't know what I had 'til you were gone
It was right in front of me all along
And now those days of "same old story"
Are feeling more like faded glory


Had it all, I threw it all aside

Thinkin' there was more out there I needed to find
I had it all baby
'Til you went away
Blue skies, sunshine, and butterflies
Those were the conditions that I left behind
Why did I let it go to waste
I had it all

Where are all the fireworks I thought I'd see
I still haven't found the magic I was lookin' for that made me leave, no no
I traded in my comfort zone
For empty nights of bein' alone

I had it all, I threw it all aside
Thinkin' there was more out there I needed to find
I had it all baby
'Til you went away
Blue skies, sunshine, and butterflies
Those were the conditions that I left behind
Why did I let it go to waste
I had it all


Why did I believe that little voice that led me down the path to this bad choice

Why don't I listen to the angels when they sing
I had it all, I threw it all aside
Thinkin' there was more out there I needed to find
I had it all baby
'Til you went away
Blue skies, sunshine, and butterflies
Those were the conditions that I left behind
Why did I let it go to waste
I had it all

Gay is the thing you know.

Come on people, it is 2010. If you yourself are not gay, then you are sure to know someone who is gay. Gay people are everywhere. Weather or not you want admit it we are there helping you when you don't need it or turning our backs when you do. That is why I started this blog. Not to only showcase the life of one of many gay men, but a unique one. Yeah yeah so many gay men out there will tell you that they are unique in their own way and yes everyone has something they can each bring to the table, but at the end of the day you have to think to yourself, "Was I myself today?" If you can't answer the question honestly then you my friend are not unique.

In a community shunned so frequently by society it is only natural for all of us to be be like fourteen year old rebellious teenagers and stick it to the man. But as we say in the south..."Do it as a southern belle would!" With grace and class, and not KLASS, but class and style. It is easy to fall into what society and the people around you want you to be, but at the end of the day be true to you. Something I wish our community would embraces besides love is tolerance within our own kind. I find so many gay men hating and disrespecting each other and I think "Really?" I pause and take a breath and wonder why. We are acting like the same people who judge us and we are better than that. With that said...be classy...have fun....be safe and above all be you. Be good or be good at it.

Love,
XHunterboyX